BravoEmily.

Pointless.

I feel so pointless when it comes to the situation my boyfriends in. Better yet the things he’s been going through. No one should have to go through what he’s been forced to go through in such a short time period. I feel like nothing with me being here in MD while he’s in VA. Yeah it’s an hour drive, but it gets really hard. He’s always there for me.. He’s always there for me.. That thought constantly goes through my mind. I feel like poop right now. He doesn’t even feel like talking to me or anyone else. He’s literally locked himself from everything. Which brings me back to feeling like nothing. I’m usually able to cheer him up but just this thing crushed him. It did. And i can’t do anything about it. I try and yet he won’t let me. He always says he’s a burden to me, but he isn’t. I love him and he’s far from it.